not a deployment but IDK

i know i know as an army wife i should be used to my husband being gone. but you know what IM NOT! i have been through 2 deployments so far so this being at the field for X amount of days is way better than a year in a war zone... BUT i was also close to friends in family all the other times he has been gone... this time although a short time is bugging more than normal. im upset that he wont be here tomorrow on Kaleb's second birthday! im upset that i dont have Ashley or Stacy to just come over and keep me company or i go to their house and hang out for a bit! UGH! and to think he will come home and go back to the field for twice as long next time and then sometime in the near future he will deploy and im thousands and thousands of miles away from home. instead of a 2 hour drive i have a 10 hour plan ride... and 2 kids. it dose not help that i was stupid and looked through Kaleb's baby pictures and he is turning 2... my baby is going to be 2!! and my other baby just turned 6 months old... they grow up WAY too fast!

i will say i am happy that i do have some new friends coming over for cake and ice cream tomorrow to celebrate some birthdays!! well i guess i better go and get ready for bed... no nap for me tomorrow... i have my insanity work out.. then shower then clean for company. hope you all had a good labor day!